Last night into the morning, it has been snowing. I started out pretty angry because of some work I have to do this week. Went out for my walk, and took some pictures, walked briskly. Saw some lady dancing around in the snow and playing fetch with her dog. Made me smile. When I first entered Hamlin(nearby forest/park), there was a cute little bird tweeting and obviously wanting my attention. But, as soon as I started taking pictures it wanted to go into hiding.
When I came back home, I started uploading pictures. I am happy with some of the shots I got. But, I noticed that there is a pull inside of me to find new "subjects" for my photos. I love taking pictures of nature, but I think I need to spread our further and start exploring new avenues.
This year, I hope I finally make the fairy wings that I have been procrastinating on and model for a few photos and ideas that I will put to life. This will be fun and there is a side of me that wants to fantasize and also experiment with this.
They say that the universe never brings you something that you can't handle, so that being said, what I was angry about earlier today, I feel will turn into the realization as usual that there was nothing to be angry about and I can actually handle whatever is coming. I think what is actually angering me though, is this need for what I am working with and making money on to be something where I know I am happy and it's my passion, time will tell... will I take the leaps, make the intentions, and take the actions to do my heart's calling? What is my heart's calling?!!!